On Jan. 1, 1705, Matthew Henry penned the following New Year’s resolution: “Lord, grant that this year I may be more holy, and walk more closely than ever in all holiness; I earnestly desire to be filled with your holy thoughts, to be carried out in holy affections, determined by holy aims and intentions, and governed in all my words and actions by holy principles. O that a golden thread of holiness may run through the whole web of this year.”
I’ve heard people express similar sentiments – not in so eloquent terms.
I want to be more zealous in pursuing holiness. I struggle with the same sins. As long as I avoid public sins, I deceive myself into thinking I’m alright. I’m too casual and careless.
I want to be more sincere in praying. My mind wanders. When others pray in public, I rarely pay attention. By the time I hear Amen, I have no clue what has been said.
I want to be more diligent in serving. It’s much easier to remain uninvolved. Besides, I’m busy with other things. Besides, I’m not sure I’m really needed or appreciated.
I want to be more consistent in suffering. The tiniest inconvenience overwhelms me. I’m up and down like a yo-yo, depending on my circumstances.
I want to be more courageous in witnessing. I have so compartmentalized my life that I don’t live out the Christian faith at home or work or school.
I want to be more cautious in speaking. Words escape my mouth before I have time to think. I’d like to speak less and listen more.
I want to be more faithful in reading and studying. I know the Bible is God-breathed, but there’s always some distraction, keeping me from the Word.
It’s a new year. Like Matthew Henry, we decide to make some resolutions. But there’s a problem: we make plans, but we seldom see them to completion. Why? We lack the necessary motivation. If we want to resolve ourselves to grow in godliness, we must grasp what it means to live coram Deo.
In 1 Tim. 6:13, Paul writes, “I charge you in the presence of God, who gives life to all things, and of Christ Jesus, who in his testimony before Pontius Pilate made the good confession…” In 2 Tim. 4:1, Paul writes, “I charge you in the presence of God and of Christ Jesus, who is to judge the living and the dead, and by his appearing and his kingdom…”
Paul’s main point is this: God sees, and we must act accordingly.
When Hagar flees from Sarah, she ends up in the wilderness. She’s in a state of despair. God tells her that she’s going to have a son, Ishmael. And He makes a number of promises. Hagar responds, “You are a God of seeing (El Roi)” (Gen. 16:13). That truth is affirmed throughout Scripture. God is present everywhere. “God’s center is everywhere, His circumference is nowhere” (Thomas Watson). Therefore, He’s a God of seeing. Our lives are open to His continual gaze. That’s the starting-point for living coram Deo, but it isn’t enough. Lots of people believe God sees, yet it makes little difference to the way they live.
Last June, the Boston Bruins beat the Vancouver Canucks in the Stanley Cup Final. After the final game, an orgy of destruction erupted in downtown Vancouver. It was captured on video. Traffic cameras, mounted at intersections, captured the destruction. Security cameras, mounted on stores and offices, captured the destruction. Hundreds of people with phone cameras captured the destruction. It took the police thousands of man-hours to watch all the video. The rioters knew the cameras were there. It didn’t stop them.
Similarly, lots of people know God sees, but it doesn’t affect them. Living coram Deo is much more than simply acknowledging God sees. To live before God is to have a deep sense of His majesty and mercy, whereby we fear to offend Him and long to please Him.
(1) We have a deep sense of God’s majesty and mercyIn other words, we don’t merely know that God sees. We know the God who sees. Paul emphasizes two truths in 1 Tim. 6:13 and 2 Tim. 4:1.
First, God gives life to all things (1 Tim. 6:13)
In this, we see God’s majesty. “Who made God?” The answer is this: God is uncreated. Why? He’s self-existent. Why? He has life in Himself. That reminds us of His majesty – His greatness. “From him and through him and to him are all things” (Rom. 11:36). (1) From him. He’s the efficient cause: the source from which all things exist. (2) Through him. He’s the instrumental cause: the means through which all things exist. (3) To him. He’s the final cause: the end for which all things exist. In a word, this universe is the stage on which God displays His majesty: “Worthy are you, our Lord and God, to receive glory and honor and power; for you created all things, and by your will they existed and were created” (Rev. 4:11).
In this, we see God’s mercy. God upholds the universe by His power. He holds the planets in orbit. He sends the sun and rain. He sustains the beasts of the field and birds of the air. He gives breath to man. Prior to the fall, these were acts of grace – apart from merit. After the fall, these became acts of mercy – against merit. In a 24-hour period, we take 21,600 breaths – each is an expression of God’s mercy.
Second, God judges the living and the dead (2 Tim. 4:1)
In this, we see God’s majesty. A day of judgment is coming. Christ will be revealed in flaming fire (2 Thess. 1:8). He will destroy His enemies. Their punishment will be the destruction, not of their being, but of their bliss. As Christ hangs on the cross, there are two eclipses. The first is external: it hides the light of the sun. The second is internal: it hides the light of the Father’s countenance. God forsakes Christ. That’s the essence of hell. God will forsake unbelievers for all eternity.
In this, we see God’s mercy. “And just as it is appointed for man to die once, and after that comes judgment, so Christ, having been offered once to bear the sins of many, will appear a second time, not to deal with sin but to save those who are eagerly waiting for him” (Heb. 9:27–28). According to this verse, Christ appears twice. (1) He has already appeared, “having been offered once to bear the sins of many.” He came in the flesh to make atonement for sin. Christ submitted to desertion – that which we deserve for deserting God. (2) He will appear “a second time, not to deal with sin but to save those who are eagerly waiting for him.” That appearing will be terrible for unbelievers, but wonderful for believers.
(2) We fear to offend GodThere are two kinds of fear.
First, there’s ungodly fear; it’s accompanied with hate. It’s caused by a sense of God’s majesty alone. We see it in Christ’s encounter with Legion (Matt. 8 and Lk. 8). People witness the encounter. They see the demon-possessed man run to meet Christ. They see him prostrate himself before Christ. They hear his cry. They hear Christ speak to the demons. They see the swine run down the hill into the sea. They see it all. Luke tells us that they became frightened. In this state, they run back to the village to report all that happened. All the people of the country of the Gerasenes come to meet Christ. Luke tells us that they’re gripped with great fear. How do they react? They ask Him to leave. They’ve just witnessed a manifestation of divine power. They’ve just seen the Son of the Most High God exercise His authority as Possessor of heaven and earth. They’ve lived with the demoniac for some time. They know, first hand, the power of these demons. Yet their only concern is self-preservation. At that moment, Christ is nothing more to them than a perceived threat. They hate Him. And so, they ask Him to leave. They’re more comfortable with the demon-possessed man than with the Son of the Most High God – the Possessor of heaven and earth. That’s ungodly fear.
Second, there’s godly fear; it’s accompanied with love. It’s caused by a deep sense of God’s majesty and mercy. The Father and the Son dwell in an eternity of mutual delight. At the cross, the Father forsakes the Son. Christ no longer enjoys that mutual delight. He no longer experiences that heavenly joy. The Father withdraws the light of His countenance. Does that not cause you to love Christ? Does it move you to think of what Christ has done for you? Godly fear is accompanied with love, because it arises from a deep sense of both God’s majesty and mercy. It creates a tender heart, whereby we fear to offend Him.
(3) We long to please GodThis past summer, the Paluxy River in Glen Rose was bone-dry. Why did it dry up? No rain! That’s precisely what happens when there’s no fear of God in the heart. The desire to please God dries up. The fear of God is the fountain from which all obedience flows. “Oh that they had such a mind as this always, to fear me and to keep my commandments, that it might go well with them and their descendants forever!” (Deut. 5:29).
And that’s what it means to live
coram Deo.
Quotable: “There are two things that render Christ’s love wonderful: 1. That he should be willing to endure sufferings that were so great; and 2. That he should be willing to endure them to make atonement for wickedness that was so great” (Jonathan Edwards).